Change is exciting and scary at the same time; depending upon the change, one more than the other.  After a 31-year career first as a teacher, then as an instructional coach, and finally as a professional development specialist with the same school district, I am retiring!  
Here’s the list of why I’m excited:
·         More time to do what I want to do.
·         I won’t feel like I am constantly transitioning from one place or activity to the next.
·         The retirement system for teachers in Arizona is good, so it will be nice getting a “paycheck” without having to go to work for it.
·         I won’t have to get up early and rush out in the morning.
·         I won’t feel like I need to be in bed by 9:30 each night.
·         I am hoping that new doors of opportunities will open once I have more flexibility.
·         I can finally clean out closets, drawers, etc.
Here’s the list of why I’m scared:
·         I like my job and the people I work with a great deal.
·         I keep current on technology and other aspects of life in general because of what I do at work.
·         To a certain extent my identity, purpose, and sense of contribution have been defined by my career.
·         I have to figure out the world of insurance, where it has always been part of my benefit package with no choices up to now.
·         The word “retired” makes me think “old.”  --  Can I say I am just making a career change?  (Ok- I guess that won’t work unless I get another career going, and I’m not ready to do that yet.)
·         I’m so used to being crazy-busy that I may not know what to do to fill my time (although I really don’t think this will be a problem.)
·         I’ll have no excuses for not clearing out drawers, closets, etc!
As pictured above, Marlo, the  fun and fabulous director of my office planned a retirement happy hour in honor of Elaine, our office secretary, who is also retiring, and me on the patio of a local Mexican restaurant on December 13, which in Arizona is typically a safe bet for an afternoon outdoor get-together.  Threats of rain were present, but the weather held out for our event, which was wonderful.  I asked my dear friend, colleague, and former student teacher, Kathy to take pics for this post, for which she did a fabulous job.  As I just looked at them tonight getting ready for this post, it once again made me realize how fortunate I have been to work in such a wonderful district and have many opportunities to shift gears in my career to stay excited and fresh with what I have done throughout my career.
Even though today, December 21, 2012 is my last “official day” I am so lucky to be able to continue to work for a 2/5 contract, which means that I will work two days (four half days?) on a retirement contract.  The best of all worlds!
If you have the energy to indulge me, take a look at Kathy’s pics from the happy hour below!


